Personal Commercialization

I decided to keep this blog because this is where I could run to when I hate the world created by the self-righteous.

When I was younger, I told myself I would get my own place at the age of 18. I wanted to get away from her, from the hell I had to wake up to every morning, from the hell that burns all day long. When that didn’t happen, I felt homeless for the longest time. When I found blogging, I had shelter for the first time.

I know I have written crap in here for the commercialization of this blog. I knew I had initially created this blog to try to earn money on the internet. Because of envy, because I also wanted to earn, because I thought I could use it to start my own business. 

Don’t get me wrong but it’s not the business you think it is because business is always a mention in internet marketing. Really. I thought if I could just hit big in the internet industry, I could use it to start my own business in the real world. 

That I would invest in stocks, buy land, build apartments, run a restaurant chain. That I would be able to study anything I want to study if there was money from the internet. But things didn’t happen big time.

So I tried to earn writing for the web. And I was able to earn a little. I didn’t know how to do things when I came here and it was difficult because even if you new someone for an I.T. they couldn’t help.

Sometimes when you don’t receive a pat on the shoulder whatsoever, you only have yourself. At the end of the day, you only have yourself.

“It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else.” Erma Bombeck.

When nobody believes, you just get too tired  of explaining and say, actually this dream is a piece of who I am and this is too important, this is too private that I shouldn’t be showing it to some moron.

As for the contents of this blog, they don’t have to suit your taste. You don’t even have to read what is in here.